Monday, October 6, 2014

Love in disguise

Love overboard, sos, can anyone help this falling soul. 
Destined to be alone, could this be the life that was given.  
The enemy lurking at every turn. How much more can one take.
Fighting them off with a rusty sword like prince charming in once upon a time. 
But this life is far from a fairy tale. Wishing for a happy ending but reflection from this mirror portrays a villain. 
Breaking down these walls only to leave one big hole. looking in from the other side wishing to be in. Hidden from the pain of this hail cloud following me along my days. 
Remembering the good days and praying they out way the bad. So I try to sleep on it, but my heart racing while my mind running wild.
 Think happy thoughts I whisper. Until I feel that sun light shine upon my face, I shall be hidden from them piercing rays of confliction to move through this earth invisible, unwanted, and subdued.
 Only to reach out for my father who has been by my side always is now In front of me pulling me to safety from this sea of my own inhibitions. Amen!

saying sorry, signed a fallen soul.

Wish I could turn back the hands of time, to the day that I made u cry.
I would hold u in my arms so that u could feel the love that I have for u. And slay the enemy with one single swing.

I would shield u from the pain and misery that I bestowed upon your heart. Words could never express how sorry I am for burdening your mind,causing u to have to question my every move.

replaying my actions and reconsidering my words, wish things had happened different.
I guess what they say is true you don't realize what you have til it's gone.

How I give anything to have you next to me or at least hear your voice. A simple hi how you doing will do just to know your alright. you see nothing hurts more than your silence and that look of disappointment that u gave.

I never meant to hurt u, I guess after being hurt so many times myself it was my subconscious shielding me from being hurt first.  I never ever meant for anyone to ever feel how I felt and I will hate myself for sometime.

Taking a long look in the mirror reflecting on my past present and future. No matter how far I've come, came and going I still see u there as my love, my friend, and my lover.

i will always love u and be here when u call. And all i can say is I hope u see fit to forgive this fallen soul. 

Monday, August 25, 2014

Introducing: Arissa's Jewelry Box, LLC

Arissa’s Jewelry Box, LLC is a newly established business located in Pittsburgh, Pa. Arissa’s Jewelry Box, LLC is a online retailer of costume jewelry and accessories with a wide range of offerings, from necklaces, bracelets, rings, scarfs, bags and much more. The pieces will be sold directly through our website and social media, as well as through selected expos and flea markets with possibilities of jewelry parties.

Our website is currently under construction, so as we begin to build our brand you may check out our products on our Facebook business page by clicking the link below.

Arissa’s Jewelry Box, LLC mission is to sell high quality fashionable costume jewelry and accessories. Arissa’s Jewelry Box, LLC will offer an exceptional level of customer service and variety inventory tailored to the individual customer. We exist to attract and maintain customers through our unique combination of designs, quality, and customer service and trendy fashion designs.  At the moment we carry only women products but as we grow our brand and our name a little further we are determined to carry items for men and eventually branch off into our very own store front.

Without A Doubt

U ever take a look at yourself n hate what u see?
 Not necessarily an image u imagined would be. 
See I always held myself to the utmost high not caring what others thought or said bout me, because their words and actions don't define me. 
I define me my bills are paid, my kids are fed, doing good in school, and what's there to complain for. Having a dead end job, working check to check trying to do all the right things in life but who am I fooling. 
Went to school to get a career, but instead got a job to pay for school. 
Holding my emotions to myself because I'm determined not to let my tomorrow be like yesterday.
 taking two steps forward only to be pushed 10 steps back. 
U see there is only so much one person can handle at some point a volcano must erupt. 
I know the life that was made for me and this life that was giving to me can't be what was meant for me.
 I just keep on walking, running, and kicking these walls down because my just due is going to be amazing. 
No more being a sabotage to my own blessings because this to shall pass. 
Grabbing hold of the glory, devil no more.
 No more getting my mind wrapped up in your evil Web of deception because my God has my back and my beauty is held in the hand of my father. 
He told me he will walk beside me, but that when I get weak he shall carry me the rest of the way. 
No longer being a victim of my past because I have too much class and dignity to allow u to affect how much of me I give. 
I'm in control of my destiny not you so let go. So I look to my father for inspiration and he tells me "my son all will be well" that's all I needed to hear!!! Amen!!!

Thursday, March 27, 2014

Kimye on Vogue

I don't understand what the issue is with Kim and Kanye being on the cover of Vogue, last I checked: 

"Vogue is an American fashion and lifestyle magazine that is published monthly in 23 national and regional editions by Condé Nast. Vogue means "in style" in French."

Aren't they both in fashion, he designs clothes and she rocks them?  Everyone keeps putting her down for her past, but she has risen above that sex tape.  she has like 3 reality TV shows, guest appeared on some sitcoms, perfumes, several clothing stores, fashion, has been in films, and still all you can see her as is a sex tape media whore?  

This is what I mean about society, we ridicule people for their past but when they are trying to turn things around we continuously judge them for it.  How can you throw stones at a glass house when no one on this earth is perfect.  How many of you have made a tape with your significant other, yes you were probably smart enough to delete it right after, but how many of you have lost the tape?  At least she took the popularity of it and made a name for herself and her family and is making millions off of her haters because obviously you all are watching her very closely. 

Look, I get your tired of seeing her on TV and what not because she has been on the scene for a lot.  But in the same breathe she has slowed down a lot since getting with Kanye.  Love is about finding someone that balances you out and I think he does that.  He has what it takes to keep her mom in check and maintain their personal lives sometimes under the radar and others times go big.  So stop hating on her and congratulate her, sit back and relax you may learn how to get it done hahahahahaaaaa!