U ever take a look at yourself n hate what u see?
Not necessarily an image u imagined would be.
See I always held myself to the utmost high not caring what others thought or said bout me, because their words and actions don't define me.
I define me my bills are paid, my kids are fed, doing good in school, and what's there to complain for. Having a dead end job, working check to check trying to do all the right things in life but who am I fooling.
Went to school to get a career, but instead got a job to pay for school.
Holding my emotions to myself because I'm determined not to let my tomorrow be like yesterday.
taking two steps forward only to be pushed 10 steps back.
U see there is only so much one person can handle at some point a volcano must erupt.
I know the life that was made for me and this life that was giving to me can't be what was meant for me.
I just keep on walking, running, and kicking these walls down because my just due is going to be amazing.
No more being a sabotage to my own blessings because this to shall pass.
Grabbing hold of the glory, devil no more.
No more getting my mind wrapped up in your evil Web of deception because my God has my back and my beauty is held in the hand of my father.
He told me he will walk beside me, but that when I get weak he shall carry me the rest of the way.
No longer being a victim of my past because I have too much class and dignity to allow u to affect how much of me I give.
I'm in control of my destiny not you so let go. So I look to my father for inspiration and he tells me "my son all will be well" that's all I needed to hear!!! Amen!!!